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ASTRA MIRROR
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Track

Almost There

A closing track about nearness without full arrival, making the album's title condition explicit at the level of destination.

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Canonical release
Almost Understood
Release membership
Almost Understood
Vocalist
Astra Mirror
Type
Multi
ISRC
QT6EF2618877
Duration
5m24s
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Summary

Almost There is the correct closing move for the release because it turns the album's whole logic into a final spatial-emotional phrase. The cycle has repeatedly worked through partial understanding, delayed reveal, incomplete arrival, and listener-built meaning. This title gathers that method into one last condition: not nowhere, not fully there, but near enough for desire and interpretation to remain active.

Lyrics

I have waited in the quiet With the whole room holding breath I have kept the little promise That I never quite confessed There are lights along the distance There is thunder through the wall There is something getting nearer There is something wanting all And I know it sounds like madness To be shaken by a sign But I have carried this forever Like your heartbeat under mine Come on, come on One step closer now Come on, come on Don’t let the moment down I can feel it, I can feel it Like a door about to tear Come on, come on We are almost there Every inch is a beginning Every second has a name Every breath I try to swallow Comes back burning just the same There are ghosts behind my shoulders There are years inside my hands There are all the nearly-moments That the heart still understands And I rise before I mean to And I speak before I think There are strangers in my bloodstream There is fire beneath the sink Come on, come on One step closer now Come on, come on Don’t let the moment down I can feel it, I can feel it Like a sky about to tear Come on, come on We are almost there The walls are gone The floor is gone My name is gone My voice is gone I am every hand I am every lung I am every old man Who was ever young I am all the wanting I am all the pain I am all the waiting Coming back again Now the world is running narrow Now the dark is turning wide Now the thing I dreamed in silence Has a pulse and has a side Do not ask me to be careful Do not tell me to sit still There are lives less close to heaven Than this climbing of the hill And if I sound like I am praying Then I’m praying, let me be There are moments made for reason This was never one of these Come on, come on One step closer now Come on, come on Don’t let the moment down I can feel it, I can feel it Like the whole world stripped bare Come on, come on We are almost there Come on, come on One more breath, one more try Come on, come on Lift it up into the sky I can feel it, I can feel it Every joy I couldn’t share Come on, come on We are almost there And when it finally happened I was no one, I was all Just a man in his front room Screaming at the football

History

As the final track, it serves more as capstone than as a wholly separate mechanism. The album needed to end in a phrase that resonated directly with its own title-condition, and Almost There does that with unusual economy.

Meaning

The song is about incompletion as final form. It closes the release by showing that the point was never to resolve every ambiguity, but to leave the listener in the charged space just before full understanding or arrival.

Related Concepts

“Every simplified enemy is also a simplified self.”— ASTRA MIRROR canon
Est.
MCMXCVIII
HQ
West Sussex, UK
Contact
signal@astramirror.org